9.09.2006

Back to Life!

Aloha to you all!

Sorry for the lapse in time since the last entry. I got so blasted with work, a road trip, more work, a couple concerts, a foot injury, two kendo tournaments, rebirth of an old project, a baby rabbit, a wedding and then a little more work to top it off.

My big project I've been working is a "mini-magazine" insert for a local business publication. Its in conjunction with the Filipino Centennial celebration in Hawaii. Went through final edits today with the publishers and the commission. Should be smooth sailing going to production n next week. I'm pretty happy with the way it came out. Everyone involved with the project were great. Project management was pretty much tops on this. From a cultural standpoint it really spotlights the achievement of Filipinos in Hawaii. Just a lot of late nights.

The same publishers had me working on two projects before this insert - so its been bang, bang, bang.

Let's see..... backing up a little...

(briefly) SugahDaddy played the acoustic show at the Ulua theater at Volcano, Big Island. The theatre is owned and operated by Jason Scott Lee (the actor). He was such a cool guy -very gracious host. We did a couple of nights and it went over very good. Hopefully something will arise from this experience.

Not long after that (like a week) I get a call from my friend Theo. He asks me if I wanted to do a gig with a singer, Yoly Tolentino, who came in from LA to perform at a conference. I agreed and did a couple of gigs. Yoly was in the King and I w/ Lou Diamond Philips. She was a great singer, her tone was so centered and nice. We played mostly jazz standards. Most notably, we played a cool bossa version of "Dahil Sa Iyo". Along with Theo on the keys (he was ripppin') was drummer Scott Sato. They played so tastefully. The great thing about this "trio" was that we were able to hook up some museum gigs for openings and especial events.

The Kendo Front.

I've gotten back into the swing of Kendo practice again. I've entered two local tourneys since the last post. The first one was on Father's Day in Mililani. I sucked so bad at that tournament!!! I was so pissed at myself for while. I lost 2-0. Since it was single elimination, my day ended quick. The second tournament was in Aiea. I did a little better in that one. It was round robin and 3 man brackets. I lost my first match 1-0. and won my second match 2-0. Unfortunately the guy I lost to first time beat the last guy 2-0, thus winning our bracket. He went on to place second in the division. I felt OK about my performance, at least I won a match and took the first guy to the time limit. Next is the state tournament on Maui.

Two weeks before the Aiea tournament, I tore part of my tendon near the heel. I went to see a Podiatrist and he gave me a cortisone shot and pretty much kept it wrapped up for a week. Didn't think I was going to make the Aiea tournament. Luckily, it felt better to enter.

Finally, I got my Ni-kyu rank on June 4th. Hopefully I can go for my Ikkyu rank in November.


Our new pet.
We got a new addition in the form of a baby rabbit. Caryn's co-worker were giving them away.




























Meet the resident rabbit, Manju

At first I was a little apprehensive about having a rabbit (I had no desire to take care of one), but he grew on me and now he spends his day exploring the living room and biting my old slippers.

Lastly, I've been working with a couple of friends of mine on resurrecting an older idea I had for a clothing line. Its still under wraps, but you'll be the first to know.

aloha and out

7.12.2006

Came Up for Air

Howzit - Just came up to let you know i'm still kickin'. Been slammed with stuff. Will get caugt up soon. Much to tell.

peace out.
m

6.05.2006

Aloha From the Road 02

I've been away from a internet connection the past couple days. This is a log of the rest of the SugahDaddy tour.

Last entry ended before the gig at Don Quixote's in Felton (15 min from Santa Cruz).

Tuesday, May 30
We got the club early about 5 pm. The place was surprisingly bigger than I thought it would be. There was a booth for the soundman and he was really good. Did the whole set-up thing and did a pretty thorough sound check. The place even comped the band dinner, very nice. Although I was tapped out on Mexican food after that. The crowd wasn't that big, but the people who came were pretty stoked. We started with an acoustic set (played a lot of recorder and sing back-up) then went into our electric set. Got to sell quite a few CDs and talked story to a lot of the after the show. I thought it was a good as a Tuesday night could get. This guitarist Terry Hyatt came and sat in on the 2nd set. Great player.

We finished up the show and packed up. It was starting to get cold and everyone was so tired. We found a little pastry joint and got some donuts and jo'. Feeling jacked up on crappy coffee and sugar, we drove about an hour back to San Gregorio.

Wednesday, May 31st
We all slept in and got up refreshed. I spent the morning checking my horn and organizing my clothes. We went down the road to this girl's cottage/cabin she built on this high hill. She works for the Wilderness Tracking station that where we did our Sunday gig. It was a trip! She built it out of hay and mud! It had a little kitchen, bedroom, and tiny fireplace. I didn't see the bathroom, but i think it was an outhouse of some sort. She spent a few hundred bucks on it. The floors were reclaimed wood from a barn. We had lunch there and it was so good! Homemade bread, tomatoes from her friend's garden for the sauce and fresh strawberries from a farm down the road.

After our great lunch we packed up again and headed to Menlo Park to the next gig. The drive was pretty nuts, it was a long winding road up and down. I thought i was gonna get sick, but finally hit Woodside and the road got straighter. The gig was a private gig for this center that had a "school of rock". They had us come back after last year's successful gig. Some of the kids got to do a few numbers with us with their parents watching. The kids were stoked their parents could see them perform. We also talked to them about being a musician, i.e, practicing your instrument, being on time, learning how to use equipment, etc.

After the gig, a friend of ours brought us to the Flea Street Cafe'. Its a restaurant that specializes in organic local ingredients. It was some of the best food I've had ever. I got to eat this delicious rib eye steak and great Caesar salad. We got to stay at this condo/house that was nearby for the next two nights. The drivers were particularly happy about that. No crazy roads tonight.

Thursday, June 1st We got up early and went back to last nights gig to pick up the sound stuff and drumset, they were cool to let us leave it there last night. We spent the day checking out Woodside. I was working on my design stuff during our down time. Got to read some of the "Da Vinci Code" paperback I bought at Costco before I left. Wanted to read the book before I scoped the flick.- enjoying it so far.

The Pioneer Inn. We get to the gig around 7pm and set-up. What a dive. We did this place last year and hope they would do a better job in promoting the gig his year. What a crappy gig. There people that were there really liked us -especially the door guy. He liked us so much he was on the dance floor while we were playing and didn't collect any door money. At the end of the night he only collected $10. The bar tender was so pissed at the door guy that he gave us a nice chunk of the bar sales (still wasn't that much), but much mahalos to him. We decided that the Pioneer Inn bar is off the list of places to play in the future. Too bad, so sad.

Everyone was a little sour so we went back to the condo. Everyone went to bed without a word ready to put this day behind us. Got some reading in.

Friday, June 2nd
Everyone's spirits were up this morning. Kalani and Ricky left earlier that morning to do a radio interview. They called us and had their car had stalled. Darrell, Jason and I got packed and went to go see them. We got to the place to meet and it looked like they got the car running and left. Since they had no cell phone, we just left and assumed they were OK. We headed over the mountain back to San Gregorio. We were going to have a BUSY day ahead of us.

We got back to the farmhouse in San Gregorio and met the rest of the fellas there. We headed to the Old Princeton Landing in Half Moon Bay to set-up the sound for the gig later that night. We found out that the opening band flaked out and bailed the gig. We didn't care. Our friend Chris, who was helping us with the sound called his band and got themselves a gig. After we set up we stopped at Tres Amios for a quick bite. Carnita burrito, winnahs. So good and cheap!

After inhaling our food we headed back to our next gig, the San Gregorio store. Its a cool country, general store place. There's a little bar, cafe, activist books, camping supplies, and candy bars. We played a lot of our acoustic music. I was surprised to see a lot of people showed up. I guess news travels fast in a small place like that. The owner was an Iolani grad back in the 60's or 70's. He was super cool and took care of us. "what are you drinking?".... The alcoholics in the band were stoked. I had my fill of root beer, so I was good.

With the gig at the General store done, we headed back to the Old Princeton Landing. Chris's band kicked it off and the vibe was good, even though a little loud for my taste. We went on and people were excited to see the "band from Hawaii". We were well received and finished strong, it was a packed house. People were still hangin' around the dance floor when we done so it took us a long time to get our gear and axes packed.

Finally, after getting outta there, we were supposed to go to this lady's house who said they would make us breakfast. We decided to check it out. When we got to the house, they just started cooking and we were sooo tired, that Darrell and Jason decided to go back to the farm house. I thought about it, but I was so hungry. We started eating at 2:30am and just wanted to bail. I found out that I had to drive one of the cars back. Ricky and I jumped in the Jeep Cherokee and headed back to San Gregorio. The road was so foggy, I couldn't see 10 feet in front of me. I couldn't tell if the sides of the road were trees, a bridge, a cliff or rocks. It took us painfully long to get back. Finally we get back and It was 4:15am. On top of that, I we were freezing our asses off.

There's no way I was getting up early on Saturday.

Saturday, June 3rd
I actually got up early and took a walk outside. Our last gig was a hundred yards away. It was called the "Llamapalooza". It was a yearly party they had on the farm. They were setting up tents and stuff. We did last year' and they invited us back this year. After a walk in the woods, I decided it was way too early too and cold to be up. So I went back in and read my book after which i ended up snoozing until lunch. I got up and killed a few hours reading my book, by then there was a frenzy of activity outside my best bet was to stay inside. The entertainment started up around 4pm with the Hip Pocket Jazz Quintet. I really liked these guys last year, and was looking forward to hearing them again. I went outside, sat on a bale of hay and watched. I realized the bass player and the sax player didn't show up. This left the guitarist, Rhodes keyboard and drummer to handle the tunes. They were still pretty good. The guitar player motioned to me play, but i realized my horn was in the van and the van was taken to town for shopping. I finally got my horn and the sax player hasn't shown up yet. So I got the horn out and sat in. I played on a few tunes (luckily i knew them), and their sax guy finally arrives with this pained guilty look on his face. I didn't find out why he was late.

The night saw a few more bands and we went on about 10:30 pm. So much for the scheduled 9:30 pm start. We were just happy we didn't have to drive anywhere. We did a power-set and the crowd was stoke. I could tell that we were feeling the fatigue from the night before. Finally, at the end of the night, there was and "All Star Jam". It was weird, cause' they made me pick the 1st song but I knew only the Jazz guitarist and Keyboard player knew what to do. I called out "All Blues" by Miles Davis. I figured it was pretty simple. What a nightmare. I don't know how we finished the song, but the madness finally ended. After that I got off the stage and chilled out the rest of the night. I was by the bar and the jazz guitarist was chillin' too. There were so many guitar players on stage, he wasn't into it. We chatted and planned to have me play a whole set with the Jazz quintet them next year.

Sunday, June 4th
Our last day of the trip. I got up just in time for us to leave for SFO. Too bad we didn't get to go into the city this time. We did the whole airport thing and luckily the lines were non-existent and security checks were super fast. Nothing too much happened aside from the people in front of us row having the major B.O. Flight sucked as usual, plane felt so tight.

By the time we landed I was feeling like i was starting to get body aches. I got home and snoozed the road trip away.

till the next. m

5.30.2006

Aloha From the Road 01

SugahDaddy Road Trip.

Got into SF airport on Sunday morning. Flight over sucked pretty bad, not looking forward to the return flight. We did a show on Sunday night in San Gregorio. It went really well. We did out "acoustic show" and it was well received. We had Monday off to recover from a busy Sunday. We checked out the town of Half Moon Bay, really nice place. Went back to san Gregorio and watched Kill Bill #1 &#2 . It was frickin' cold at night. No phone service or internet where we're staying. I'm zapping form Santa Cruz right now. We did a radio show today at KUSP FM. Did a few tunes. They said they'll post the podcast on their site. I think i played a little junk, took me a little while to get used to the sound in the room. Hopefully it doesn't suck too much.

We're playing Don Quixote's in Felton tonight. There' some buzz about it, hopefully it'll be good.

Til the next post.

Aloha from Borders, Santa Cruz

5.15.2006

Outside Looking In

I injured my shoulder during Kendo practice the other day. It was so tight that I couldn't lift it and just stopped working. Luckily its been feeling better and nothing major has been broken. I went to practice on friday and sunday just to watch and observe practice. I really wanted to join in, but the rational side of me just kept telling me "if you rest now you can do a lot of Kendo later" I was surprised that I felt frustrated, but I did learn from watching. Imagine how pissed I would be if i practiced and got hurt again!

Work has been good and things are almost back to normal now. At least I don't need to take antacid tablets for breakfast. Also, the band is getting ready for our stint in the Mainland at the end of the month. It'll be a welcomed change. Need to recharge my batteries a little. The band is getting some write-ups in a few local magazines coming out soon, hopefuly it'll get us the right connections here. Its odd, we do well everywhere else except where we live. It'll be nice to do a few more gigs at home.

Hope the week starts out good for you all.

5.08.2006

One Year....


Our cake top that was in the freezer. It actually tasted good.

Yesterday my wife and I celebrated our 1st wedding anniversary.

It was an adventure leading up to it. Its was planned very quickly and just invited family and a few friends. The weather was beautiful.

We had the ceremony and reception on a strip of beach my cousin and I used to walk through when we were young. Since we got married on 05.07.05, we had all our guests write haikus use them as a part of our album. We also tried to be thrifty about it. I got a traditional Filipino Barong Tagalog shirt made of pineapple fiber (since I'm also Chinese, my father insisted on a mandarin collar) and C***n's mother and sister made her dress. My sister made an awesome cake (tasted so good).

I can't believe its already been a whole year. I've enjoyed married life so far.... not too different from before, since I've been with my wife for a while. It was nice to tie the knot. Anyways, here's some pics to remember the day. Pics are by Brad Goda. He's pretty much a bad-ass. I'm trying to put a little website together of the wedding to share later. Hopefully I can have it up soon.


Our invite


Standing on a patch of (?)


Should've taken my slipper off.


My sis made the cake.

5.03.2006

Rally 'round the Flag....

I've been put to the test these past few weeks.

Busy is good (I keep telling myself). I haven't experienced this kind of stress level since I had my operation. My body and my mind have been so disjointed. I think my soul has carried the burden for a little while now. Last week at keiko I came in late and I had the hardest time concentrating by the time we got into jigeiko, my feet were in major pain, my shoulders stop working and my stomach was burning. I tried to suck it up and go forward (mentally). Sitting in seiza trying to catch my breath , I tried to get up and get some jigeiko action. SY- came by and told me my face looked purple and said i should take off my men. For her to tell me that was a good indication that i didn't look well. She gave me some pain reliever and rested a little. I felt collected enough to get one more jigeko in w/ T-sensei. It was good to overcome.

Yesterday was a barrage of design missiles. There was a project that was supposed to go to print two days ago and only got images for the layouts Monday afternoon. One person held everything up and had three weeks to get this together. Alas by the time i got them, my back was against the wall. I finally finished it and delivered the CD to the publisher. What a load off my shoulders, then the massive headache came. I still have a small headache. But it was good to overcome.

After keiko last night, Y-sensei, F-sensei and U-sensei and myself were left at the end and were talking about practicing with your heart. It was a really interesting discussion. We all practice for different reasons. F-sensei had a medical condition i which they didn't know if he was going to ever do kendo again. I really understand how he felt. I guess that's why i really listen intently on what he tells me. I also understand and admire SY's tenacious, "never say die" attitude. She's also been in some major medical stuff. If for some reason, I couldn't practice Kendo forever, I'd miss it, but I would be very happy with the knowledge I've been given because its been given freely and with the best intent.

You need courage to live your life. Some days I don't feel like doing work because I'm scared or fear failure. Courage helps you weather the storm and when it passes your confidence rises. Its not easy, but its important.

- - - - - - -

I've been trying to find some songs on my iPod that could lift me up and found this.

Steel Pulse's "Worth his Weight in Gold". Its about Marcus Garvey, encouraged people of African descent to return back to Africa and build their respective nations. He had a steamship line called the "Blackstar Line" to bring them back to their home.

"Rally 'round the flag, rally 'round the flag
Rally 'round the red, gold, black and green.....

Marcus say, so Marcus say:
Red for the blood, that flow like a river,
Green for the land, Africa....
Yellow for the Gold that they stole.....
Black for the people they looted from...."

"In our hearts is Mount Zion
Now you know seek the Lion"

Its good to overcome. Time to rally 'round the flag.
upward and onward.

4.25.2006

Give us this day, our daily grind...


Classic sign. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i



Wooden signage. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i

Hard grinding today (work, not eating). I was in the zone trying to tame a 16-page layout for a magazine insert. Felt pretty stoked at the end of the day. Took an extremely satisfying nap at 6pm. The best 30 min. snooze I had in a long time. Tomorrow should be the same, but most of the heavy road work is done. Just need to get through the edits.



Wooden signage. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i


Patterns in nature. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i

My body was still sore from Sunday's kendo practice. I got dinged on my left shoulder, didn't even know how it happened. My right Achilles was killing me too. It feels better now, but I'm getting a little concerned about it cause it hasn't hurt this bad before. I might need to see my doctor if it keeps this way.

Here are some pics i found of the last trip to the Big Island. I love old, hand-painted signs. There's so much beauty in imperfection. It humanizes it, especially in this mechanized world. Just needed a change of scenerey. Enjoy. Nice to post stuff not related to anything I wrote. Or does it relate?.........



Nap on a bench (me). Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i


Weathervane. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i


Wooden signage. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i

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Waimea General Store signage. Waimea, Big Island, Hawai'i

4.21.2006

Keep It Playin'


Album I picked up at a rummage sale. It so happens this was my friend's
uncle's first album he recorded on. I just got it for the funky graphics.

on the Pod:
Matisyahu: Live at Stubb's

A bright day. Gentle breezes run through the front door and turns the ceiling fans. A day to be inspired.

I've spent the day with my earphones on and working. My wife gave me a $25 iTunes card she somehow got from work. She doesn't have an iPod so I lucked out. I picked up :

Matisyahu, Live at Stubb's
Steel Pulse, Earth Crisis + True Democracy
John Mayer, Inside wants out
Planet Patrol, "play at your own risk" single 12"
James Blunt, Back to bedlam (w/ explicit lyrics!)

As you can see I was feelin' the reggae vibe(ish) thing. Can't really say its straight ahead reggae, but I've always loved the Steel Pulse sound. When I was playing with Dread Ashanti, we opened for them like three times. Those were great shows, awesome performers. I guess I like the ideas of fighting oppression and finding the "happy" place inside yourself. Interesting subjects.

Speaking of interesting stuff, Matisyahu is a trip. It's this Jewish guy singing about his Judaism in the reggae style. I first heard about this guy on NPR a few months back. My initial thought was "WTF! no way, so cheesy" They played a track and I soon changed my tune. Then I caught him on Conan O'Brien. Great performance, so had to check it out.

I'm a John Mayer fan. Love his writing and sound he has to his songs. Had to pick up the 12" Planet Patrol - that was my ideal breakdance battle song. "P-L-A-Y if you play with me, Its at your risk, then I'll set you free.." Do I hear shiai song?

Okay, Yeah I picked up the James Blunt album. Yeah, I like his stuff... creepy voice sometimes. You can tell he's experienced some heavy stuff in his past. The Explicit version makes it heavier. Damn, this guy had some issues. Great stuff. I'm diggin' it.

I've been contemplating my next acquisition of music. Maybe some jazz stuff? I don't know. I got tons of it, do need more?

With all this music, I've realized I haven't been listening enough and maybe it'll help my creative process.


with music in mind,
RIP Rory Flores
We love you and will miss you. Thank you for stickin' up for me always.

4.17.2006

Hoppy Days are here again....


the egg line up


A belated Easter to all.

Easter was very relaxing this year. Went to Sunday Kendo practice (was pretty gruelling). We hung out the rest of the day with my wife's family. Decorating some eggs. Got there a little late so only got to decorate 5 eggs. I was feelin' it and got into it.

I realized that i really enjoy this time of year. You know when its easter when the "10 Commandments" is on TV. I think ABC made a new version of the movie and made it into a mini-series earlier in the week. I saw some of it, it was OK, but I'm partial to the original one. Effects were nice though. The original is a little over the top. Charleton Heston is just classic and Yul Brenner as Rameses just kills me.

TBS went one better and had the whole "Lord of The Rings" trilogy. I watched some of "the Twin Towers" and ended up napping. Too much excitement.

Enjoy the egg gallery.

Gotta get back to the work thing.


4.10.2006

Finding the right stride

Its nice and cool tonight. The wind is almost chilly. Hold on, gonna make some hot chocolate.

Okay back to the blog...

I've been in deep thought about many things today. I've been thinking about work and what my future is - or what I want it to be. I vehemently HATE the idea of work. That whole notion of just showing up and collecting a paycheck is a tough one for me to swallow. Remember, I'm just talking about ME. I know we all need to make a living.

I "create" everyday or work in a creative way. I do this every single day. Using creativity is a very big part of my soul. Sometimes I don't feel like designing for clients as I know its just for commercial use, but since they're willing to buy it, becomes work. I get paid. After so many years of doing it for someone else, it really wears on you. I often ask myself what is the higher level of what I'm doing. Is it actually possible? I guess this is where the lines of art and design get blurry. Nowadays, my design work is a little more cerebral and withheld. I don't need to scream my head off - its really easy to shout. I'm feeling a strong need to go off the beaten path or else my soul will be totally sucked out.


Been thinking deeply about Kendo. I've been more focused in class than before, but haven't been training much outside of my home dojo. Mostly because I've had my hands full with work and my weekends are spent working on our house. The Ikkyu gradings are coming up in June. I don't even know if I'll even be here ( SugahDaddy road trip). Hopefully, the timing works out. With this all happening, its hard to keep things in control. I feel I'm improving but always take everything with a grain of salt. I'm not worried too much about conditioning right now, just concentrating on the small basic things I need to fix and own it. It doesn't seem like much, but I know my Kendo will grow by leaps and bounds if I take some time to get the basics polished up.


On a less heavier note:

We finished our "Phase 1" of our kitchen shelves. Finished the low cabinet on Sunday. One project down, one more in he kitchen. Enjoy the pics...



painting




after painting + shelves




In the kitchen.

4.03.2006

Finally!!!

The rainy weather has finally subsided. We're left with nice cool breezes and a bit of sunshine. Got my Mac Book Pro today, pretty stoked. Still getting used to the speed and the upgraded industrial design. I've been rockin' on a 400mhz Titanium powerbook at home (I use a duo 1.25Ghz at work. This new one just blazes at 2Ghz. I try to visualize designs in my head so i don't get too dependent on the compter. Nothing wrong with a faster machine. Can't hate at all.

nice to have the sunshine again.

3.30.2006

Still Raining....

Its still pouring here in Hawaii. I feel so bad for the tourists who are stuck in their hotel rooms looking out over the beach. It looked promising in the morning. I though I actually saw some sunlight. Met a friend for lunch at Yama's Fishmarket for some Hawaiian food and some poke. We were sitting there enjoying the food, then BAM! The biggest raindrops came down and a flash of lightning crossed the sky. Followed immediately by deafening thunder. I said "that one was really close!" and looked down on the wet ground and hoped my rubbah slippahs could protect me from being electrocuted.

Despite the intense show of nature happening right in the front of us, the food tasted that much better. It was nice and hot on this cold rainy day.

time to get into kendo mode.

Aloha

So What Den?

The week started off with a bang. Got hooked up with a design project for a local business mag. Pretty stoked. I did the insert last year too. Its was nice to set up the structure - at least I know how it works. Nice to get some design love. I got invited to show some pieces at the Hawaii Filipino centennial Exhibit hosted by TCM. Its a nice way to balance out the 2nd place finish for the Logo design last year. Might have a design gig from the exhibition too. We'll see.

Kendo practice was good last night. It was a lot of working basic things. I've been trying to correct my form by going a little slower to break down my movements. I've been feeling that my Kendo's been changing again. Hopefully for the better. I try to correct myself immediately after I get feedback form the senseis. I can't do it all the time, but when it happens, I feel like I've taken a tiny step forward. Starting to "feel" some subtle things too. Sometimes I ask myself if I'm in over my head with Kendo. Why do I practice? What do I want to achieve in Kendo? Sounds easy but I'm having a hard time trying to come up with a straight answer. All I know for sure is that I enjoy it very much. The whole competitive thing isn't that big of a deal, but they're fun. Sure, I don't like to lose, but at this point I want to fight with a "natural" feel and solid fundamentals.

I do miss learning Eskrima from my uncle. I just don't have the time yet. Lately, I've been doing Kendo 2 times a week and Its been pretty tight. Entering the Eskrima tourney in October has crossed my mind. Maybe it'll be good incentive to start training again.

3.26.2006

Rain, Rain Go Away...

Its been pouring here on Oahu for the past few weeks. Its been so bad there's flash flood warnings for even the driest parts of the island. At least the past few days the temperature has been much cooler. Really sucked ass when it was really humid and raining. Kendo practice was pretty hard with the humidity. I missed this past Friday's Wahiawa practice and the Hombu keiko this morning. We've been dealing with some hose problems brought by the heavy rain. Our water pipe line in front of our house busted and had to hire a plumber to fix it. Luckily a friend of mine had time to take care of it quickly. Today we've been scrambling to get our kitchen shelves finished. The rain is making it hard for the paint to dry quickly. I wanted to get this done ASAP, because I'll have my hands full this next week with new projects. I hope It can be all done soon.

On an up note, I ordered my Mac Book Pro. It'll be nice to rock some power on a laptop again. My G4 Titanium 400mhz laptop has served me well these past few years. Did some great work on that machine.

3.21.2006

Takin' Five...

I'm taking a little break to get my morning oatmeal on and to get some bloggin' in. Its been a eventful past couple of days.

On Friday night, SugahDaddy played the St Patty's Day block party in downtown Honolulu. It was packed! All I saw on stage was a sea of heads. It was nice we got some love this year and go the call to play. It was also cool being the only band. Finally Sugahdaddy gets some love. The next gig is on the Big Island at Laupahoeoe Music Fest (Where the tidal wave hit in the 40's). We usually camp out and play on Friday and Saturday nights and fly home on Sunday. Last year was pretty happenin' and our freind, who is a chef, made some killer grinds all weekend. Its nice to be waken u at 2 in the morning to partake in some taragon-butter sauce steak. Yeah, it was insane. We're also in the midst of finishing our next CD. I'm still working on my parts.

On Saturday morning, we had a mini-kendo taikai with the Mililani Dojo at the Wahiawa Hongwanji. It was broken down into 4 five man teams. I dropped my first two matches and got conscripted to another team because they were one short. I won 3 after and tied in the goodwill match. I thought i had a good 1st match. Fought against my classmate Rd. He was really strong. He got my kote. I dropped my second match against Mr.T. I know i could've done way better, I went away from my instincts and over thought everything. I think he got 2 men on me. I felt like i didn't even put up resistance, but learned a good lesson. In the third match i actually got a shinai stuck in my men! It was a little scary. Its was a good time and good to make some new friends.

After the potluck, I raced back into town to get ready and play the Hawaii Music Awards. I was so beat, I felt like sleeping at the dinner table until we played. We finally got to play and finished my dinner afterwards. Went home and crashed out.

I totally overslept and forgot to set my alarm and I missed sunday keiko. I don't think i would've been productive anyway. The rain and thunder was insane!!! I thought about watching the last 20 min of keiko, but fell back asleep.

With the rain relentlessly coming down, i just stayed in bed and watched a John Wayne film. Its the one he goes to Ireland and marries an Irish woman and totally beefs the brother. Great movie, pretty funny. I felt so much better in the afternoon. Not a spring chicken aymore.

Been working on some packaging which i can't wait to be done! Just got a call this morning to a publication job the money is OK, but my plate is almost full. Should i do it? The design whore inside is screaming "yes!" The rational side is saying tread carefully.

What to do...

Hmmm......

3.13.2006

bus' up

Got myself to keiko this morning. I woke up and by whole back was really stiff and sore. Had to hit it with one of those percussion massagers and a lomi stick. It worked pretty good. Once I was in keiko, the circulation was going and it was going well...for a while. Midway through, my right elbow started to get sore. I think I hyper extended it. Was able to practice a little more til the end of keiko. Went home and iced it down. Felt much better and the "pulled" feeling was gone.

My wife and I went to the mall for lunch and I was barely awake. I was so tired.

Haven't finished the shelf we built yesterday, but maybe if I have time I can finish it during the week. I'll see if can post some pics.

Yes, Its a boring entry. Hopefully something interesting will happen in the coming week.

Thanks for reading.

m. out

3.12.2006

No rest for the weary

Its almost 4am and I can't get to sleep. I actually went to bed at 11:30. Just got up. I'm supposed to go to keiko at 10. I'll be hangin' hard. I spent the day building a kitchen shelf I've been planning for weeks. It actually turned out the way I wanted. Just need to finish up tomorrow. My body is so tight, I can't seem to relax. My mind has been out of sorts lately too. Its a combination of work, outside projects, music, friends leaving, etc...

Sometimes I feel extreme things. Like When I'm happy I'm really stoked, when I'm pissed, I could end up in jail (never happened). I'm so bummed my friends are leaving - I can't believe I'm so down! Maybe and I hope I feel a little chipper tomorrow. Its gonna be a struggle in the next couple weeks. I'm probably gonna miss two more Friday keiko because of music gigs. On top of that, I might miss the June Kyu testing because of the SugahDaddy road trip. Might have to wait till November. Totally sucks.

Ce Sera Sera

shet.

3.07.2006

Some Musing...

Had a "going away" party last night for our friends from kendo class. It was nice to get together with our dojo mates outside class. I think it helps bond the group. Ended up doin' some karaoke afterwards. Good times.

Waking up this morning, I felt the subtle anxiety of saying goodbye again. I realized that I care about these people and can't shake the thought that we'll never see each other again. Just when you really start to know someone. My head's been a little cloudy since. All I can do is hope that we cross paths again.

Back to the grind...

3.03.2006

It's like a Jungle in here!

Damn, it was humid today. Grey clouds just hovered low and no wind. I was thinking " Just pop already!" It just hung there all day. Went to kendo and it was really humid in Nuuanu. The floor was so sticky. I think my left foot got a little chewed up. I can feel the skin coming off in some spots. I felt like I had a hard time breathing too. It felt like I couldn't get enough oxygen to my lungs. Despite the weather I felt I did OK. I got to work on some tactical things and really trying to relax while in jigeiko. I'd like to have that relaxed, but quick feeling when I do kakarigeiko. Tall order.

Two of my kendo classmates are leaving Hawaii in a few weeks. Thinking about it tonight, I had major flashbacks from my childhood. My dad was in the US Navy and we traveled a bit. I remembered feeling devastated when we had to move to another place. All the friends I made I had to leave - sucked ass. Fortunately, my dad retired in Hawaii and the madness ceased. Albeit, its a different situation, but the feeling was the same.

Just found out SugahDaddy got hooked up with a distributor for our CDs. Its was a little sketchy after our former distributor went under (The owner died. RIP). It seems like a good move and we can get our name out without doing bar/club gigs. We're slated to go on the road in June (Bay area, Half Moon bay, San Jose) I hope I won't miss the kendo gradings, I wanted to try for my ikkyu grade. We'll see. In the near future we have gigs on St. Patty's in downtown o the 17th of march and Laupahoehoe on the 25th. Busy March.

samalamasumalamayeeeaaahhh....Supersonic.

2.28.2006

Dis Old House

I've been in deep thought about our house renovations lately - cause we haven't worked on the house for a while. Got a circular saw for X-mas and picked up a router and a jigsaw today. I think i can do most of the things i need to do with these tools. I've been over the pros and cons in my head for weeks and bottom line was that I needed to get the tools that I'll use ALL the time. Currently, I'm brainstorming open shelves in the kitchen. This kitchen is sooo small. Need to utilize vertical space. After that is to finish up the living room. Just have one wall to replace wood, caulk, and prep for paint. All of this gearing up for the installation of the laminate flooring. I'll post pics as it gets done. Hopefully soon.

Caught some of the olympics. That woman snowboarder who got the silver because she was hot doggin' was classic. She must've been so sick. Dug the speed skating stuff and the alpine events. Those guys are tough. Ice dancing sucked and really didn't watch too much of the figure skating. I actually caught the chinese pairs skaters that won silver(?) after the woman slammed into the ice and got up an skated again. I was yelling: "Strug! Strug! She did a Strug!"

Work is busy at the moment. Right in the meat of one big project. Hopefully it doesn't curb my kendo time. I wish i could train more, but i need to be realistic about my schedule. With the home improvement, work, music, and kendo, time is tight right now. I figured if i can get on most of the house stuff now, i'll be lean and mean by the summer.

Go Give Guts!

2.17.2006

Back to the Grind

Been busy with a lot of design stuff this past week or so. Doesn't seem like much is coming in, but I'm busy. I guess that's good. Sometimes, I think I'm soooo over the Graphic Design thing. I kinda burns you out thinking of "cool" stuff for clients. I think the artist inside me is staring to rebel and is demanding a louder voice. Gotta think of something...... I have a few ideas to "break out" but I need to think about how to realistically fund it and how it can fund me. Catch 22? I don't know if i'm so jaded now that design isn't as fun as it used to be. It could just be that i'm not making as much as i'd like. Not really into the "organization" stuff anymore. I have a lot of friends who attend and participate in those things. Its cool – they're into it. Personally, I hate being uninspired by a group of people who are supposed to be creative. Some of these guys are so lame. They're almost sterotypes. You know, wardrobe provided by Banana Republic, chic' spectacles, Grey/black color pallette.

Okay, Sorry for the little tirade. Maybe i'm being too harsh. I guess good for them if it floats their boat.

Kendo has been pretty good this week. Took a mean shot to the noggin' from one of my sensei on tuesday. I was totally spinning and barely able to stand upright. I took a little break to collect myself and it went good thereafter. We had a visiting sensei from japan this evening. He actually makes custom bogu (kendo armor). He gave us some great advice on thow to care for our gear. My headgear is getting a little funky, don't want to keep "Fabreezing" it. I'll do some major cleaning soon. He also gave us some nice and useful gifts. He gave some of us a shinai bag made from meiji-era obi. That was really nice and generous of him. Got to practice with him too. His movements were very crisp and fast.

My body felt pretty good today, not as fatigued. Turning the corner maybe? Been vigilant about my vitamins and supplements. I also took this supplement that supposed to help recovery times between heavy workouts. We'll see how it goes......

A ton of work tomorrow. Looks like i gotta design on the weekend.

Crap.

2.08.2006

Got my Pho' on

Today i finally got to get some Pho' (Vietnamese noodle soup) I've been jonezing for. I really like the Pho' there (Saigon's - at the top of Waialae). The owners were on vacation for a month and just came back. Went in, and bam, it was on. I walked out of there pretty satisfied. Its been colder than usual these past couple of days. Make for nice naps. The only drawback with the Pho, is that i get hungry about an hour later, but its all about the taste....the taste.

Finally got back into the dojo last night after a week of being sick and recovering. It wasn't bad as I thought i was gonna be. I actually felt I was able to have some quality jigeiko with a few of the senseis. My shoulders and trap muscles are pretty sore today. Hopefully i can work out the kinks and knots in the next few practices. A few of our kendo friends are competing in Canada this weekend, Its supposed to be a biggie. I hope to compete next year. This year is also the 14th(?) World Kendo Championships in Taipei. The Hawaii team hasn't been selected yet. Been thinking of going to watch, but i don't know about my fundage and Sugahdaddy schedule. There's a possible trip to the Philippines in late April with my dad too. Wouldn't mind getting in some eskrima time there. I don't know...

Don't want to overthink. I'll figure something out.

Anybody have buddhist name? Just curious.

2.06.2006

Back in the Saddle

Back in the groove after a pretty sucky week or so. Been feeling much better. I think its the first time since my tumor that I've gotten kinda out of it. Gonna try to hook up a MRI in the next few weeks to make sure there's nothing evil lurking up there in my head (w/ the exception of my brain, of course). Wow, I haven't done kendo in a week - looking forward to Tuesday practice. I hope its not too bad.

Gotta get back into the heavy work flow tomorrow - uuuggghh. Projects are actually going good, so I shouldn't complain.

Here's a list I thought maybe we can mess around with. What are your answers?

1. Latest book(s) read or currently reading.
- Warfare In the Classical World - From the Greeks to the Roman era
- Philippine Campaigns - About military campaings in the Philippines; Pre-Colonization to WWII (Got this at the Punahou carnival for $.25
- Iconography2 - Graphic design stuff

2. Stuff you want to read eventually:
- Unfinished Tales by Tolkein - Seemingly interesting additions to the Simarillion
- Russian Criminal Tattoo Encyclopaedia - Trippy Russian tats and symbol art. Cool book. Haven't read it comprehensively. Pages are deceptively thin - more than you think is there. Been thinking about Tats again. Can't decide what I want. Alibata? Tribal?

What's on your bookshelf?

2.01.2006

Down for the count

Been feeling like CRRAAAPPP the past few days my body is aching like a mutha'. Haven't gone to Kendo yet this week, maybe i'll try to go tomorrow if i feel better. I really don't know what's happening w/ my body. I'll keep this short for now - I'm getting dizzy looking at the screen.

I'll be back - Aloha
m

1.30.2006

Weekend's Gone

Kung Hee Fat Choy!

Where did this weekend go? It went by too fast. Didn't get to do a lot of what I wanted to. Maybe I expected to accomplish too much in the first place. Got some fun kendo action earlier today - a taikai (tournament) kind of thing happening. Lost my match to my classmate - good one S. Our side eventually lost. My shins feel all bruised up too - don't know why. Gonna TRY to do some home improvement during the week, we'll see.

Let's see what the new week holds.

Upwards and Onwards.

m

1.27.2006

In the wee small hours of the morning

Its 4:30 am. I am still up working on some design stuff. I often feel like i'm still in college working on projects. Good kendo workout earlier. So much to think about on this friday. I guess i'd better try and get some Z's.

kden

1.25.2006

Business as usual

What a fast few days.

The design front is getting busier, I feel the gathering of clients' new projects looming on the horizon. I hope it doesn't get too time consuming. I'm on a mission to get into some fightin' machine kinda shape. Been working on formulating a schedule and hopefully sticking to it. I know my kendo will get better and I can get my skills up there. Mahalos for the books Shel-.

We're still working on the house too. I hope we can get the flooring in the living room installed soon. We still need to paint and fix one wall. Sounds easy but doing the prep work is a bitch. I'll put some pics as we go along. Weather's been kinda weird too. Cold, windy and rainy.

At least I feel i'm getting back to center.

on my iPod:
"Neon" John Mayer

1.18.2006

No More Drama

Went to check on the printing"mishap" today. Its not as bad as I thought. Things just kinda worked out. I felt so drained today (mentally, & physically). Finished work late and straight for kendo practice.

Today wasn't too bad - I was able to work on some things in jigeiko. I need to work on my lower body strength. One of my classmates mentioned that the senseis are a little concerned about my health. I guess I've been getting very tired during practice. I admit that I get scared sometimes, but I enjoy kendo too much to fear it. I've pushed it pretty far a few times. I think my body is going through a transition. Need to figure out a nutritional plan and a non-kendo workout. Its gonna be about performance this year.

Feeling of relief today. My calves feel good. Now need some sleep.

1.17.2006

Today is Sucking...

Yes, today just sucked. Right off the bat.

I get up this morning, check my e-mail and get a message that a project I sent to be printed in China arrived and the client said it looked terrible. I called the client to see what was up. I haven't seen the job yet. I'm going down tomorrow. I had a feeling something like this would happen. This printer-guy isn't working out good (had some quality problems in the past). Now I'm going through all my emails to PROVE I'm not at fault. Man, what a bunch of bull#@%t! I shouldn't have to do this. I kept on insisting they get a proof print to check - now this happens. HELLO, IF YOU'RE PRINTING THOUSANDS OF BAGS - WOULDN'T YOU WANT TO MAKE SURE ITS CORRECT?!

So. Throughout the day I had a hard time concentrating on my other jobs, which are actually going well. Despite the debacle of the day, I've tried to keep positive and keep optimistic. Days like this makes me think about how why I design. How can I turn this around?

Kendo tomorrow. Body feeling better. Healing is good.

1.10.2006

Tired......



Some random stuff. Tiajuana, Mexico.


What a long day..... been working til a little after 7pm and went to kendo practice. Got killed tonight. I knew it would happen too. One of the reasons i hate going late is I don't get to warm up and get my body properly geared up for jigeiko. I just gotta deal with it. Another reason i don't like to come late - My focus sucks and i have that "not so fresh" kendo feeling. Man, it was a rough one. Hopefully I can redeem myself tomorrow when i go to Wahiawa with my friend and one of my sensei. At least i'm still in one piece, barely. My brain is shot.

me. out.

Back from Hilo Gig

IPod playing: "Blues Minor" - John Coltrane Quartet - "Africa Brass"

We (SugahDaddy) did a gig in Hilo this past saturday night. It was a bust. The promoter didn't do a good job promoting the gig. This was our first foray into the Hilo club scene. I can tell you this much: We won't be playing at "Uncle Mikey's" anymore, well... not unless they can pay our travel, lodging, and our fee. None of this "money from the door" shit. There was this terrible opening band (i'll leave nameless....they tried their best). Its was pretty harsh. I thought our actual performance was pretty good - everyone was on. Ricky G. (great oahu drummer) was with us on skins for this gig. I'm glad we were still able to play at our best despite the crap surrounding us. Luckily, it was only one night. We're sure there's other places around there that'll treat us better. Live and learn.

The night before the Hilo gig I got to train with some Kendo people from Akita, northern part Japan. Sasaki sensei came with his wife and a few women kenshi who were 5th dan. I didn't get to do Jigeiko w/ Sasaki sensei but got to with one of the women. Despite not being able to Jigeiko w/ most of them, I still learned alot that night. They were great. I was so beat after I got back from Hilo I couldn't make it to the sunday Honbu practice. Hope I get a chance to train w/ them in the future.

On the design front. Things are starting to get busy on the design end of things. I was able to hook up a job for a local museum. pretty stoked. The only downside is that I might get too busy w/ work that I might have to shave my kendo time. I guess I'll cross that bridge when i get to it.

No new year's resolution - Just finish what you start.

IPod playing: "Because of her Beauty" - Karl Denson's Tiny Universe - "The Bridge"

1.02.2006

Into the New

So this is my last night here in Honokaa, its been fun. Back to Oahu. Back to Kendo. I'm determined to rock on the design stuff this year.

Back on the big island on the 7th in Hilo. Venue: "Uncle Mikeys". SugahDaddy. Goodtimes - I hope.

outtie. me