No rest for the weary

Its almost 4am and I can't get to sleep. I actually went to bed at 11:30. Just got up. I'm supposed to go to keiko at 10. I'll be hangin' hard. I spent the day building a kitchen shelf I've been planning for weeks. It actually turned out the way I wanted. Just need to finish up tomorrow. My body is so tight, I can't seem to relax. My mind has been out of sorts lately too. Its a combination of work, outside projects, music, friends leaving, etc...

Sometimes I feel extreme things. Like When I'm happy I'm really stoked, when I'm pissed, I could end up in jail (never happened). I'm so bummed my friends are leaving - I can't believe I'm so down! Maybe and I hope I feel a little chipper tomorrow. Its gonna be a struggle in the next couple weeks. I'm probably gonna miss two more Friday keiko because of music gigs. On top of that, I might miss the June Kyu testing because of the SugahDaddy road trip. Might have to wait till November. Totally sucks.

Ce Sera Sera

shet.